I miss you dearly. I finally saw those big smiling cheeks everybody has been telling me about when they see you. I don't know how to go on without you. I often think of the time will come with mom and dad will be up there with you in the sky but I need to tell you the truth I don't know how I'm going to survive I know the other day you told me to keep the faith when I saw that you are were painting a beautiful picture of the promised land and I trust you and I trust God however it doesn't make it easier to know that I'll be here by myself and I just wanted to tell you I love you keep giving me the courage and the strength to go on being me